November 12, 1997 
Change is in the air again 
Clean-shaven again 
Thinking about chopping off my hair too 
"Gotta get a job" 
Yeah I got one 
But I want; no….  need a better one 
Tech support is hell 
Companies with a death wish suck too 

The slug should be back now 
Just have to wait and see how that turns out 

Have not talked to Jenny in almost two weeks 
Feel bad about it 
I have been lost though 
On a journey inside my own head 
Distancing myself from life so that I can look back 
Oh…  and I have been broke. 
I love being able to spend when I'm with her 
Just buy silly things 
Not care about cost 
If I was rich I think I'd buy her anything 
Just because 
Just as friends 

If I was rich I'd buy lots of land and make a commune 
Ask the people in my life that I love & respect to join me there 
Sarah, Sarah, Jenny, David_K, Barada, J_Kuhn, Devil Bitch Dewitt, 
Jesse Skullhead, Bart, Joe Glessner, 
Anna (after I find her), Ego, & of course Rafael Chandler. 
Others too I'm sure, these are the ones most in my heart right now 
Some always have been 
Lisa?  She has her own journey 
She'll be inviting me to visit her place someday 

I can imagine it 
Musicians, Writers, Filmmakers, Graphics Junkies, Philosophers 
Together 
Oh what bliss