The world is going to shit
Lisa calls Wednesday morning to tell me she's leaving town
I was not awake yet could not react
Called Sarah in Japan
Slept the rest of the day away
Woke into the early part of the 6th in a rage
Fed my ears the Skinny Puppy Process
Made my blue face art

All day Thursday was isolation
Working on images, interaction, and breaking apart my brain
I want to escape my world
I just want to fall in love
Even if it's fake I just want that rush of foolish bliss
So I hide away in my little world of my room and my computers
Play with myself and smoke too many cigs
My imagination running rampant
Taking my soul to dark places that are better left alone

I wish death upon on all those that hurt women
Assholes that are too dumb to let an issue die
So stupid that they justify their nobility by crying about coming from a home of abuse
A fool does not see that as the reason they are more likely to commit the act
My fantasy born of rage
I want to hurt him like he hurt her
Worse
Much, much worse
I am an amerikan David, be afraid
Our country born of violence

I talk of love and then of hate
So perfect
One cause for the other
And still the effect blinds the cause