December 15, 1997 
Feeling better now 
Cera is back 
Her friend Jade will be near soon 
Look forward to meeting her 

Puce cheered me up the other day 
Was really down 
Thanks for talking at 6am 
You kick ass 
Cartman rules 

Got much going on in my head 
These depressing holidays 
Bla 
So I create 
Got a micro recorder to capture thoughts 
Taking more pictures too 
Not letting PhotoShop get dusty either 
I love to create 

Been surfing too 
I find that

Justin Hall is somewhat of a minority 
His thoughts online not unique 
His gender is 
It's a woman's web 
Puce 
Elly 
Inanna 
Lydia 
Anastasia 

All in all it's a weird time 
I am without home to call my own 
My dreams filled with creations 
Yet I can not afford the tools to make them 
I find that I daydream often 
Too much maybe 
Sometimes it prevents me from functioning 
Anyone got a million dollars they can spare? 
Or a high paying job in a big city for me? 

Yeah 
That's what I thought 

Just have to keep going 
As Puce pointed out 
Keep the dream alive