|  |  January 6, 1998 I just saw the film Titanic
 I saw it alone
 Like I see most films
 At first I was dismayed by this
 But now I have a change of heart
 It was beautiful
 There is only one person in this world I would have wanted to see it
with
 She is on the other side of the planet
 I am her artist
 Her dreamer
 Our love is irrational
 Us being together makes no sense
 That is why we are perfect
 It was the end of the movie that made it so clear
 84 years did not diminish their love
 As the camera panned across her photographs
 Revealing how the life she had lived was because of him
 She was molded into the person he loved
 Even though they were not together
 The film opened with the woman at a potters wheel
 I am Cera's clay
 In the five years since I have seen you I have been shaped by your
love
 Now, forever, I love you
 
 This will be the last entry for SiD4
I have new computer toys
They give me the freedom of space
Issue 5 will be upon us soon
Keep your eyes open
Release your expectations
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